My husband is an engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.
Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.
I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.
One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
"Why?" he asked, shocked.
"I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?
And finally he asked me: "What can I do to change your mind?"
Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question. If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind.
Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?"
He said: "I will give you your answer tomorrow...."
I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....
My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but....please allow me to explain the reasons further.....
This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.
"When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.
You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.
You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.
You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs.
So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... "
My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting...and as I continue on reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...
I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...
p/s:found while googling some stuffs.
iklan
Sunday, 29 November 2009
Saturday, 28 November 2009
Untuk kesayangan
Kepada ayahku,
kepada pakcik2ku,
kepada adik lelakiku,
kepada abangku,
kepada kawan-kawanku,
kurangkanlah merokok.atau dgn kata lebih tepat lagi,berhentilah merokok.(terutamanya list 4 teratas:P)
Banyak buruk dari baiknya..
kepada pakcik2ku,
kepada adik lelakiku,
kepada abangku,
kepada kawan-kawanku,
kurangkanlah merokok.atau dgn kata lebih tepat lagi,berhentilah merokok.(terutamanya list 4 teratas:P)
Banyak buruk dari baiknya..
Friday, 27 November 2009
Saturday, 21 November 2009
Buah kaki
Ini buah kaki.salu nampak kt seiyu(sejenis pasaraya kt are sini) mahupun di mana2 saje kt pasar kt sini.Kawan serumah pon sukeee sgt buah ni.asek2 buah kaki,kaki,kaki!!pastu mkn x buang kulit.jadi,jarangla saya nk makan.smpila satu hari mkn,ade org buangkan kulit,dan buah tu sejuk pulak tu,siyes sedap.Sejak tu tu suke buah tu.
Dan hari ni,saya dapat ilmu baru.Saya baru tahu,buah ni kt Malaysia dipanggil buah pisang kaki.ooooo~~~
Dan hari ni,saya dapat ilmu baru.Saya baru tahu,buah ni kt Malaysia dipanggil buah pisang kaki.ooooo~~~
Friday, 20 November 2009
Otsukare
Otsukaress~~
atau dalam bahase melayunye selamat bertungkus lumus(???betul ke???haha)
akhirnya,tamat sudah penderitaan penantian hingga ke hari ini.Hari ni saya kene join satu gakkai(conference).Buat bodoh2 je pon present.Tapi,semalam,rase mcm nk buat betul2,dan kalo boleh nk menang best presentation.
Tapi~~harapan tggl harapan.mmg kalah hidup2.sebab yg present hari ni,semuanya budak2 master dan researcher dr NTT,KDDI.Kalah hidup2!!!Saya ngn sorg dak kenkyu saye saje dak 4nensei.Soklan yg die bg pon ade yg x reti jawab.keh3...tapi xpelah.bengkyou ni natta.Ade jugak sensei2 yg bg opinion dorg macam mane nk buat kenkyu saye jd lebih best.
Terharu juge,sebab sensei yg g natsu gasshuku tu byk support sbb hari ni sensei kenkyu saye x dtg pon.Senpai pon xde.Mmg terkontang kanting je saye ngn dak kenkyu saye tu.Marat sensei(waseda dai) ngn Yamori sensei(Asahi dai) bile start je present,dorg org 1st datang bg sokongan kt sebelah.Terharu~~
Okes,pg tadi punyelah x lalu mkn.Sekarang,saya nk mkn beger sedap buatan sendiri dan juge nasi berlaukkan lauk buatan sediri.jyane~~~
**ahad ni,msaj taikai.go go!!!!bergembira lagi~~hihi
atau dalam bahase melayunye selamat bertungkus lumus(???betul ke???haha)
akhirnya,tamat sudah penderitaan penantian hingga ke hari ini.Hari ni saya kene join satu gakkai(conference).Buat bodoh2 je pon present.Tapi,semalam,rase mcm nk buat betul2,dan kalo boleh nk menang best presentation.
Tapi~~harapan tggl harapan.mmg kalah hidup2.sebab yg present hari ni,semuanya budak2 master dan researcher dr NTT,KDDI.Kalah hidup2!!!Saya ngn sorg dak kenkyu saye saje dak 4nensei.Soklan yg die bg pon ade yg x reti jawab.keh3...tapi xpelah.bengkyou ni natta.Ade jugak sensei2 yg bg opinion dorg macam mane nk buat kenkyu saye jd lebih best.
Terharu juge,sebab sensei yg g natsu gasshuku tu byk support sbb hari ni sensei kenkyu saye x dtg pon.Senpai pon xde.Mmg terkontang kanting je saye ngn dak kenkyu saye tu.Marat sensei(waseda dai) ngn Yamori sensei(Asahi dai) bile start je present,dorg org 1st datang bg sokongan kt sebelah.Terharu~~
Okes,pg tadi punyelah x lalu mkn.Sekarang,saya nk mkn beger sedap buatan sendiri dan juge nasi berlaukkan lauk buatan sediri.jyane~~~
**ahad ni,msaj taikai.go go!!!!bergembira lagi~~hihi
Thursday, 12 November 2009
Thursday, 5 November 2009
Teka teki untuk anda
Soalan: Graf di atas mewakili apakah???
(ayat ape ni?x tersusun lansung)
(ayat ape ni?x tersusun lansung)
Sape dapat jawab dgn tepat,saya belanje die.Betul.Tak tipu.Boleh cube banyak kali.
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